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i wrote a couple of my thoughts at certain points of today. although it was practically revolving around 1 subject, i realised. it's all about that someone. bahh

kahjun's birthday was fantabulously celebrated! i miss the gang la. and mathew was sweet enough to hug me (=. and both of us fooled around, pretending we're attached. haha. yes yes, i know, we're very compaitable. =D he agrees on it too! so it isn't that bad. while saying goodbyes, i almost cried! carissa and jannie were sweet yet sly to give me 2 kisses on my cheeks! oh the horror! i got stunned. so scary. HAHA. this is like the 2nd time i got kissed on the cheeks already. first was atiqah(that random belo), than it's the both of them. you know how freaked out i get when people wants to kiss me for no apparent reason. oh well, unless.. it's him.. HAHA. whatever lynette, whatever.

Anyway, i thought about hazicko today! cos while doing econs essay, the songs playing in my mp3 were all so sirhanish. REALLY! first it was Another Song (All over again) - JT, than it was Disease, than the "build me up buttercup" song. HAHA, so sirhan la. i was laughing. okay. i don't know why i was laughing, but yup. than the next few songs reminded me of brennon and mabel. )=

i didn't eat the whole day of today. HAHA. have to uphold sirhan's lingo and be a 'hot lalat' HAHAAH (= no la. kd.

i was, indirectly waiting for surprises to happen today. and also that he would just pop out from the middle of nowhere and make today the lunch date he was referring to. but then, i was afraid if today was the lunch date, i would never see him again. yep.

i wasn't feeling too good today. maybe i got sick and tired of pretending. perhaps eh.. i felt soooo damn bad today until i felt like crying my eyes out in the toilet.

bleah.